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Nov. 17th, 2011 09:34 amSo, I think I'm hitting a point of writing burn out. I have ideas, a ton, but puttin words on a page has been painful for over a week and I feel like I must not know my source material well anymore. Origfic doesn't seem any more attractive. And I'm posting this here instead of tumber because I don't want it to come off as a cry of OMG READ MY STUFF STROKE MY EGO because it has nothing to do with that.
I mean, I guess with how much I've written it makes sense, but I have ideas I still really want to share... And if this keeps up, I think I'm done? That's what it feels like. That I'm slipping away from it and don't have a gut level fear of it.
What I really want is some yarn to start a project with, get my hands and brain doing something different, but the yarns I have don't work. Need to go shopping over break (Which is next week).
In other news, I have a Chinese written test today. I like these. :) there's something very satisfying about the.
I mean, I guess with how much I've written it makes sense, but I have ideas I still really want to share... And if this keeps up, I think I'm done? That's what it feels like. That I'm slipping away from it and don't have a gut level fear of it.
What I really want is some yarn to start a project with, get my hands and brain doing something different, but the yarns I have don't work. Need to go shopping over break (Which is next week).
In other news, I have a Chinese written test today. I like these. :) there's something very satisfying about the.
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Date: 2011-11-17 02:41 pm (UTC)I get that feeling. I've had it so many times. I get like "well, clearly I'm not very good at this, so why don't I just consume what other people write and leave my own stories in my head?" And that happens for a while, and then my brain starts to explode from everything I'm keeping in there.
But the feeling does suck. A lot. :(
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Date: 2011-11-17 03:25 pm (UTC)ETA: that is, I haven't lost faith in my ability, exactly. It's more the caring enough and being able to do it. Or want to do it.
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Date: 2011-11-17 03:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-11-17 03:00 pm (UTC)Burn out is a horrible thing, but yes, a change of pace is going to help. It may or may not help your writing, but I think it will help your psyche.
But no matter what, all the hugs.
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Date: 2011-11-17 03:32 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-11-17 03:07 pm (UTC)Also yarn projects! That sounds fun and awesome <3 Good luck on your Chinese test. Eat lots of Bao.
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Date: 2011-11-17 03:30 pm (UTC)no subject
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